Dear God

Heads up. This post has nothing to do with my lil miss A. I'm just writing about this to make me feel better

I just heard a sad piece of news. As i mentioned earlier, I'm staying at my parents house. As our usual habit hubs and i spoke before sleeping. And he just told me something so sad.

There was a lil boy born in our complex a few days ago. Maybe ten days ago or so. I remember my mil telling me to sms the phone nos of the ladies who come to give a bath to the babies. That little precious boy passed away. Can you imagine? A precious little piece of someone's world just passed away. This has made me feel so heartbroken. I cannot imagine what the mom must be going through. She must have spun so many dreams for her through these nine months. And her husband, the boy's father. He must have made his own dreams too. He must have thought to cherish his wife and his little baby. Imagine the grandparents. They must have been waiting to see the baby of their babies. Its such a terrible thing to happen. I cannot stop crying.

It seems that the baby was unwell fro birth but why God why and how can this happen to a small baby? I understand that God must have thought the best, maybe the baby would have suffered had he lived. Maybe this is His plan. But at this moment its the most chilling thing i have ever heard. I've tried to distract myself, watch some tv, read, but its just not going out of my head.

And I'm realising i have so much to e thankful for. Thank you God for making miss a healthy. Be with her, keep her safe and give us the strength to keep her safe, sound and healthy. Keep all babies healthy. The ones i know and also the ones i don't know. Babies are meant to be happy. They are so innocent. Please please keep them happy and safe. Once the babies are happy, the parents will automatically be happy. There's nothing like a baby's smile to make the worst day feel nice.

I realise i might be grumpy at times, at times i might not say thank you to God enough. But please God you know you are constantly in my heart. Please know that all parents just want their babies. Please keep them happy.

Miss A i love you so much. I'm thankful that you smile, it makes my whole day amazing. In thankful that you squirm wen i m dressing you up, it means you are healthy. I'm thankful you cry because it means your lungs are good. I'm grateful for every dirty diaper bcoz it means you are digesting the food we give you.

I might get tired and exhausted at times but even that exhaustion I'm grateful God.

Please please bless that family again. Please make them happy again.

Everyone please be thankful. And pray for that family to get through this tough time