All along my life, i have prided myself on being a daddy's girl. I loved him a lot, he was my hero. In fact my friends would tease me saying i was mad about dad.
But today i know what my mum feels like. She's my best friend but dad and i always shared the most special bond. And now when i see my baby girl withy hubby i can feel that same bond there.
And i totally understand what i mom might have felt! The way the two of them meet, that special smile she gives him, the way she wants to be carried by him, the games they play. Don't get me wrong i love it all. I'm happy my hubby is so well bonded. They love each other so much is cute. But i also feel the tiniest bit left out. Its like i don't really matter much if her dad is around. I know that's not true, ad she's just being a daddy's girl. But it still makes me feel slightly you know ever so slightly sad. Ok not precisely sad but left out.
And that's how a mother to a five month old daughter feels!!!! Imagine that. I have a long way to go. School friends, permissions, parties, stay over permissions, i just know all of them are going to go to hubby!!!! Hmmmm that's how a mother feels ;) ;) ;)
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