Yes i just typed that. I am jealous with a capital J. And you know why? I read these other 'mommy' blogs at times. Some are honest and make me feel normal. At times some moms will write "so i put baby down for a nap and went and did my hair an nails and came home to a sparkling clean house and sterilised the bottles & danced in my high heels. Ok the high heel part is my addition but the way those women manage their homes makes me jealous.
And then i wonder why those other babies can be 'put down' and they nap, whereas trying to make miss A sleep is like preparing for a battle. She will pout and cry sometimes want to be fed, at other times changed and what not when I'm trying to make her nap. Phew! Even thinking about it is making me sweat. And then at the exact time she's to be fed i can't find the burp cloth or the bottle cover or some-such-thing. Makes me feel really annoyed!
Some moms have pictures with their babies enjoying a walk in the park or some such place. There are days when the only walks me and hubs manage are in the house trying to make our baby sleep or rock her and soothe her bcoz of colic. See what I'm talking about???
D-uh this is getting tough! But i immediately head over to the blogs where i feel i can relate to and feel so good about myself.
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